©Hi friend,
Waiting for 02nd of July 2012 to start a new journey, leaving my present job. Have to decide to start a new life not as a usual decision as every year. But i don't know, my mind will get upset and don't able to accept the new decision and within a few days I will become Jithin.V of SBCE. I can't able to tolerate that Jithin in any case, because after start to earn money with my own effort I came to understand the value of money and the effort to get that money.
So now I know how much effort my parents take to bring up me and my sister from the day we born and give all the facilities, food and shelter etc within their efforts or even more than that. But unfortunately, I cant able to understand that efforts at the time I was studying. But the result was terrific, and even now I can't able to sleep or even laugh without hiding something because of my countless supplies I had made during my completely failed course. Yes, I can say that my course was a complete failure.
But now, after 2 years of completion of my course I got a new light and decided to end all my jobs without proper qualification and to complete my course before getting involved into another job. Because in my professional career of 2 years I had already saw a no: of graduates who are suffering without a job and forced to do any job for their earning. At that time I, without any proper qualification, is sitting and doing a white collar job. I can't able to withstand this situation, may due to my complex. I was actually paining deep in my heart at that time.
Sorry I cant able to tell this to anybody directly, that's why I tell this to you friend. Only to release a heavy burden from my heart and share my problems with you, My Friend.